Throughout Sag Harbor , we see Benji striving to grow up at the same pace as his peers but at the same time, he always seems to be trying to hold onto his past. From the first chapter, it's clear that Benji outwardly aspires to reinvent himself as "Ben", a cool and confident kid who's up to date with trends. However, he also seems like he's just a kid at his core, insisting on riding his too-small bicycle and sticking to other old traditions. His relationship with Reggie also reflects his "kid at heart" perspective since at the beginning, he still sticks to Reggie somewhat but separates from him as he matures and learns throughout the summer. The way he sticks to tradition and doesn't stray outside of his comfort zone at this point makes me think he doesn't actually seem ready to grow up. Sag Harbor itself may be part of the reason why Benji finds it hard to make bolder moves to come of age. He sees Sag as the setting of many childhood m...